Loving you

I do not know how not to love you.  I was born for this love to be.  Weather or not we become one, I still know I was made to love you and back you up.

Sometimes I wonder why.  But then I realize there's so much to love about you, how could I not?  I know that I am different from most.  As long as you're on this earth, I know I love you no matter where you are.  It doesn't matter to me that you killed absolutely everything you ever were attached to.  A connection to you is a thousand times better than trying to force myself to love someone else.

I wish it were a perfect world.  I wish you could be near me everyday so you'd know why I adore you so.  I wish I could hug you and not let go, ever.  I want so badly just to touch your face again and inhale your smell.  But you are half a world away from me.  I still can't fully release all my love.  I don't know what I'll do once I do see you, but I wish so badly you could be here.  There aren't enough words to describe what you mean to me.  No matter what you've been through, I desire to be the one that is your cheerleader, there to back you up no matter what. 

I pray each day God helps you see the man he made you to be.  That you see all that you're capable of and everything you have to offer the world.  I only wish I knew the future and what it has in store for both our paths.  I long for them to merge, but I cannot force anything.  I must simply trust God and the beautiful love he's given me for you.  Accept it as my destiny and continue to support you no matter.  Because you already know my love is unconditional.