Oh exercise. We've never been all that close but suddenly I feel our friendship is going to be a good one.
Actually it's true, I've never been one to enjoy exercising. Yes I love going out to the Eno, but the majority of my life I complained about the hills. The one time I enjoyed doing squats was only because I was depressed from losing a lover and had completely lost my butt. Therefore I'd put all my frustration into the squats and getting that butt back. (Cause I mean really...a flat butt is not good.)
But now I've actually been instructed as to what kind of exercise is best for me and what I want. I started on my Birthday, which will be great for keeping up with how long I've been doing it. So far less than a week. But tonight I actually got up to 10 in whatever these crunch things are I'm doing and this thing called the "superman". The scissor things and twistie thing I can do for longer than 30 seconds now. And it actually feels good. I'm rather satisfied with myself. I've just got to keep it up. Image in head: Next summer...my super cute bikini I already have on this new toned shape I will have. yes. It does sound quite lovely.
So the coma I was in last time. Well, I think it's a permanent coma right now. It's interesting how just someones touch can make you high, but it can. And that person being one of your dearest friends doesn't help either. I have no idea really what to say anymore on the matter, I just love the state it's in right now.
Andddd last but not least, its Sarah's Birthday!!!!!!! Happy Birthday!!! I figure it's only proper to comment on it as she is the only person who will most likely read this. Haha. Just kidding. But she does deserve a special shout out. When you've been friends with a person since they were 12 and they're now turning 20, that's pretty crazy! Now we're in a whole new decade! Who knows where we'll be by the end of this decade of 20 somethings. Personally I think it's the most transitional age decade and biggest for self discovery. Yes Sarah, I'm still wishing you a happy birthday but I'm also reflecting on this whole getting older thing.
I know personally since turning 20 and now sitting at 21 I've realized quite a bit about myself that I didn't before. I'm certainly learning patience of many forms right now. It's interesting thinking about the future as well. Like babies. I know for sure I absolutely do not want a baby until at the least my very late 20's. Which is funny because as a teen I always thought I should follow like everyone in my family, get married around 19/20 and have a kid soon after. I think I might go crazy if that were the case right now. But it is ironic that my first relationship was going down that path. Thank you Jesus that it ended and I'm not sitting at home with a crying kid with him away sleeping with who knows how many easy girls. Excuse my openness. But the whole point is that as you come to each birthday you learn many new things about yourself. That's the only thing I feel changes about Birthdays. I never feel any older, just some what wiser.
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